life

June 1998, 30 to 40 minutes outside of Paris


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So there I was smack dab in the middle of Paris, checking into my first hotel, which kicked off my 1.5 month Europe backpacking tour. My father was with me, the first 2 days. I left Chicago the night before. The flight was long, and I was wired, or maybe I slept the entire trip? It was Saturday morning in Paris, the Sun was bright and shiny. I was glad, happy, on top of the world. I told my Dad I was going to explore. He suggested I take a nap. I said I would be back later.

My previous, brief excursions to Europe and more importantly the South of France via the US navy around 1996, brought me to chic record shop in Cannes. My ship was anchored offshore. After wandering around looking for a hotel, which were all way out of our budget, we got a train and headed west for 15 minutes. In Nice, we found an inexpensive hotel and a chic record shop for EDM. A flyer told me Richie Hawtin was playing that night at club in Cannes. How convenient, I thought. Also, I saw that France, similar to other European countries at the time, carried a magazine called Flyer.

Back to 1998, my love for Electronic Dance Music was 3.5 years old and running strong. By that time, I learned that trance was my favorite genre, and in 1996 I heard the first sounds of Goa from CDs at a mall in Haifa, Israel. I bought my first pair of 1200s in mid ‘95, etc, etc.

Wandering the streets of Paris that Saturday morning was an adrenaline rush. Speaking no French outside of Wi and NO, I listened to everything and was enchanted. I scoured for signs of the EDM scene. At 1100, I found a recently opened record shop. I wandered in the store to find that ever-true and concise mini-mag called Flyer, which was stacked prominently in front.

A quick grab-and-pull to this weekend’s date (which I can’t precisely remember, either first or second weekend of June 1998) allowed to see my current favorite genre Psy-Trance at an event that night. Total Eclipse(maybe?), some opener, and the headliner: some guy called Simon Posford, whom I never heard of before, were going to play at some Paris address.

The time for the Flyer event came, and I went to the address. I told my father I was going to club in Paris and wouldn’t be back until morning, probably 0600. Upon arriving at the address, I saw it wasn’t a club but the center of a traffic circle. Lots of youngsters looking the scene sat around. Great, I thought, a sketchy map point, the end of the line for this illiterate American. I waited and waited. And waited. Finally 45 minutes later, a car pulled up, and a guy emerged holding strips of paper. All the sitters stood and swarmed him, me included. Within 5 minutes, the 50 or so people vanished. My last thread of hope remained in a small group of 4, who sat unmoved.

I approached them, dumb and blind. English? English? Can I get a ride? Out of the four, one spoke enough English to communicate bits and pieces. They had 2 cars and agreed to drive me there. Sweet, we left 10 minutes later.

The drive along the highway at soaring speeds to the venue was at least 30 to 40 minutes. I thought of my father and how worried he was going to be in the morning when I wasn’t there. The car boomed a good trance DJ mix. Thoughts crossed my mind about walking back to Paris.

It was 2300 as we arrived. The venue, by American Rave standards, was HUGE! It was an indoor arena built for some other purpose. The security and door price were a breeze, compared to the large fees and near strip search, empty all your pockets, and stand over there while we poke and dump your bag all over this table in True American Style.

Inside the arena, hung the largest Psychedelic tapestries I, even to this day, have ever seen. There was a remote-controlled zeppelin snapping flash pictures at the crowd. A free fruit stand welcomed me. The beer was cheap. I was in Love: my first, outside of my house, Full-On Psy-Trance party.

The sound was good. The first act played Chillout. The 2nd act picked up the pace. The 3rd act who I believed to be you, really brought it all out, on the dance floor. There was probably a fourth and maybe a fifth, but after you everything blurred.

Excellent.

I danced until 1100, when the party ended, and we all exited the venue. I sat quietly in the parking lot and relaxed. There were over 10 of us that hung around. A few came up and asked me if I spoke French. I said no in English. Still out of the group, only the original one spoke English to me. I was grateful. He explained (I think) that cars going back to Paris had a different license plate, and I might want to catch a ride with one of them. Feeling safer with him, and learning he would eventually go back to Paris around 1400, I stayed with his group and made the nearby grass whistle.

I arrived back at the hotel at 1500. My father was a wreck but relieved to see me alive. I told him the whole story.

Thanks for reading.

It was probably around 2001, while reading the liner notes on my Lone Deranger LP, I spotted the name Simon Posford. I pulled out that Flyer to Verify and froze.

Since then I have seen you in the following places:

Puerto Rico 2000: large multi-act, all the headliners of the day, but only about 300 people showed up.
WEMF in Canada 2001: a large outdoor multi-genre event outside of Toronto I think.
Arkansas 2007: a dusty, rock laden place in a picturesque part of mid-South USA. It was my first Shpongle set. I saw you there waiting for your turn to play, while listening to the most wretched pre-Shongle set. The DJ was playing slamming Trauma Trance. Stupid Americans. I thought about telling you the above story then, but I was too shy.
Chicago 2008: the Abbey Pub, with ghastly sound, even your pleads to the mixing board for more Bass went nowhere.

If you play in Chicago again, and please do, Choose Smart Bar, they have Funktion One sound, and its so sweet. Also, they have no dress code. Sonotheque also has Funktion One, but their layout prohibits a good dance floor. Sound Bar also Funktion One, but their door turns away casual dress, especially my Keens.

Thanks for posting those Youtubers about your studio layout, very inspiring. I look forward to more of them.

You might like this guy from NZ: He has a good idea for a live setup too.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tNM-3QFq9fA

To this day, I use your sound creativity as a reference point when I hear everything else.



TIME TRAVELLING: LIFE...as it were....


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every time i see someone i havent seen in a few months, or more, i am presented with this question: "what have you been up to?!" as much as i would love to flail my arms around and jump into a jubilant long winded description of what my life has been like over the last 6 years, i simply dont know how to do that anymore. i always hoped my life would be "interesting" but i never stopped to think about what "interesting" really means...

i live in the hood. im broke. im in debt. i have the most amazing friends in the world. im surrounded by art and music. i love all of them. i like to cook. there is a ringing in my right ear...im not worried about it. i am building out one of the most amazing spaces i have ever known, and i get to live and work within its walls. i am in love, i am out of love. i am proud of everything we have accompolished but cant help but feel slightly guilty in times of abundance. am i doing enough? im not really worried about it, but i think about it. i unabashedly want more more more... i embrace technology and the chaos it ignites. im not afraid of the future. i feel i owe my friends so much... i fucked up a little here and there. i dont regret any of it. i dont pretend to know what you want. i dont pretend to know that i have figured it out. i dont pay attention to politics. i dont vote. i barely pay my taxes and i dont have insurance. i have not been taking care of my body. i want to be healthy. i want to be "wealthy." i believe the world is about to change DRASTICALLY. i am ready to abandon ship if thats what needs to happen. i am ready to take over if thats what needs to happen. i am NOT ready to get a full time job and feel "cozy." i am beginning to understand. it doesnt matter if you know more than i do, or if i know more than you... i dont even know what that means. im happier than ive ever been and today looks fucking wonderful. everything will fall into place. just like we knew it would.



DEAR JEAN:


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OH TO BE YOUNG AGAIN...

(says the dead man in the hat...foaming at the mouth, ILLIN on some ILL shit).

OH TO BE YOUNG AGAIN...

(says the girl with green hair, unaware of her origin but sure of where shes going)

OH TO BE YOUNG AGAIN...

(says the nan0scopic self sustaining physical growth retardant)

im sure of it...



This life


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There is only one life, ever-changing, ever-evolving. One moment, one chance shared among all. Eternal life is available right now. This generation will make it past the threshold, as all previous generations have had the same opportunity.

All our ancestors are among us. All our ancestors are us.

Past notions of mortality dissolve away into faint memories of tragic addiction to the mundane. Beliefs of necessary duality disappear as all merge into one.

Co-creators of the Sun, rising and falling with the pulse of ritualistic revolving regularity. Universal co-dependence upon manifestation of the spheres, of our solar system.

This time we'll get it. This life, one life.



my new life...


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my new life...

so here i am...

we made the move into what was once known as the DubShack...i am officially moved in but still have some things left behind back at the range...but it feels good to wake up in this:

i finished my room a couple days ago...i have never slept so well...seriously.

now theres the rest of the house.
damn



Stress


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Its amazing how a boat load of stress can overwhelm the individual.

In relation, its amazing how the simpilest things can dissolve stress.

I found myself constantly trying to work to help ease the stress, but it only compounds as I push past problems that appear out of thin air, as well as problems related to real life.

At some point I break.

I take a walk, ride my bike. And stress be gone. Lots of bike thinking on open road. Open road aside from a few red lights, bikes in Chicago have much freedom (at least for now). I am sure car drivers will complain and WIN so bikes will be impounded if we buzz through stop signs or stop waiting for green.

“hey the bike lanes are wide open”

Passing a line of 30 cars in traffic is a really good feeling! A strong massive feeling that dissolves my problems.



Biking in Chicago


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I love it.

Racing along, a pedestrian on wheels. Bike lane open, cars backed up. Red Light no cross traffic means no waiting.

Hey no blinker, share the mother fucking road!

Pedal fast and switch gears, legs tighten.
Low gears before stopping for easy start. Otherwise is super slow and cars will honk.

Watch for the green or honk honk on me.
Cabs drive fast and they never blink.

Wind around my body, pulse raised. Go Go Go, traffic blazed.



I poem


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I am passionate about my plants, my fish, my bike, my music and my
computer. The bike is my primary mode of transportation. In the
Winter, I use the CTA.

My home is a television-free zone, though some mornings start with NPR.

My bed contains a down comforter, and and smooth faux-silk sheets.

I enjoy art and artists.

I enjoy leaving the city with a tent, a pair of hiking boots and a bag
of food. Excitement exists inside of a tent on hard ground while the
rain is thick.

My coffee is near white, though I prefer Yerba Mate.

I am reading Naked by David Sedaris.

and Laughter is good medicine.